R.B and A.B (look we almost match)

So there have been huge fuck ups a long an extremely bumpy roads and it seems like often enough there have been some storms hitting us full frontal.

Quite simply put, I adore you. And now I know you know this is all yours.
I'm quite sure I've always adored you.
Since this started that many years ago... I wanted you to be mine and pretty much forever kind of mine, not just sometimes.

I honestly don't think about the things I do sometimes, and I know you know this. But this is me apologising for those moments. I also want to say thank you, for putting up with the immature, growing up, changing me, not just when I'm happy and easy to get along with.

Unlike many of the people in my life, you have always been there, not always by choice, but you've always been there and you've never let me fall too far, and I appreciate that. I wish you knew how much I do appreciate the changes you've made and the things you've dropped for me. Not everything has been extremely powerful with us, but the little things make you as amazing as you are.

So sometimes your intimidating because I don't feel like I could live up to who it seems like you deserve, sometimes your painfully irritating, sometimes you're my main distraction. But that's how we are, and it will (almost) never be a problem.

I know we've argued about the way I am sometimes, but I'm being honest when I say, no more drinking, no more irresponsible friends. More being careful, more caring, less daring.

I love you, pitifully, pathetically, fall-apartishly, completely. You're fabulous.